You may feel like a crazy person, but here’s the truth
When people talk to me about their relationship with food, they tell me they’ve tried every diet out there. They list them off to me like state capitols. We’ve all heard of them and visited a few of them ourselves.
Before I began my food freedom journey, I was always looking for a way to lose weight and slim down.
Weight loss ads would catch my eye. My ears would perk up if I heard someone talk about how they just lost weight. I’d enviously study weight loss before and after pictures hoping to learn their secrets.
When I found that new diet, I’d quickly order the book on Amazon. I’d create a membership account and join their online community. I’d start with all of the enthusiasm and eagerness of a college freshman on her first day of school. I’d clean out my pantry and go to the grocery store with the list of “acceptable” foods in hand.
You know what comes next. Eventually. Inevitably. Maybe 3 months, 3 weeks, or just 3 days.
I couldn’t follow my new diet any longer.
Instead of losing weight, I lost hope. I wondered what I did wrong. I wondered why my new diet worked for the person in the before and after picture, but not for me. Did I not give it enough of my time and energy? Was I not disciplined enough? Was there some self-limiting belief that was holding me back?
I could only assume the answer to each of those questions was yes. It wasn’t the diet. It was me.
After a few months, I’d start this cycle all over again with new hope and enthusiasm by looking for a new diet.
Does this craziness around searching for a new diet sound familiar?
If you’re wondering why you keep doing the same thing and hoping for different results, I want to offer you some insight. There are some very valid reasons you’ve been chronically dieting.
1. You’ve been told that you haven’t YET found the right diet for you.
Weight loss companies with big marketing budgets and manipulative marketing messages tell us that their diet works. They’re masterful at sharing research, testimonials, and celebrity endorsements letting us know that their solution will help us lose weight.
Most often they tell you that they have a secret that no one else has. They will tell you that you’re just eating the wrong foods, you shouldn’t be combining certain foods, you need to be eating at the right time of day, eating more or less frequently, or that you’re exercising too much or too little.
This has likely led you to conclude that even though you’ve tried so many different diets, that this one will be different.
The truth is:
Diets aren’t effective for intentional weight loss in the long term. In fact, 95% of dieters will gain all of the weight they’ve lost and more after 3 years. I’m suspecting you know this. If diets were effective, the first diet that you and I tried would have been our last.
2. You’ve been promised a better life when you lose weight.
When we read weight loss success stories and see before and after pictures, we don’t just see a smaller person. We see a happier person that’s in a new relationship, working in a better paying job, and driving a nicer car. Or we see them at the beach in their bathing suit on vacation having the time of their life. We see someone that looks healthy and vibrant with a big smile on their face.
We’ve been told and shown time and time again that thin bodies are beautiful bodies. These messages we get from diet culture can be subtle and not so subtle. You may have been bullied or people may have made cruel comments to you because of the size of your body. I have. You’ve been told (and even believe) that your next diet will make you more attractive. You may be looking to diet to protect you from being on the receiving end of hurtful comments about the size of your body.
The truth is:
Sadly, we live in a fatphobic culture that offers people in thin bodies privilege and discriminates against people in larger bodies. I wish it were different. I want to create a world where our children can know they’re worthy of love and belonging, no matter the size of their body (and their sex, skin color, sexual identity, sexual preference, and ability). We can survive and ultimately thrive in a culture with so much oppression and discrimination. We don’t need to put our life on hold and wait until we’ve lost weight to be happy.
3. You’ve been dieting your whole life and it’s all you know.
The average age a girl in the United States starts to diet is 8 years old. I know. It makes me sick too. When I was growing up in the ’80s, the average age was 12. If you also started dieting in elementary or middle school, those were formative years.
You may have grown up watching your mother (or father) struggle with food and weight loss. When you get together with your family, they may always talk about their latest diets. You’re looking for another diet because it’s just what you do. And it’s what those around you do too. You may even feel like the black sheep if you don’t diet.
The truth is:
Offer yourself a whole lot of compassion. We were born knowing how to nourish ourselves without following the rules of a diet. Yet, that wasn’t modeled for you. You were encouraged to dismiss the sensations in your body. These sensations are still there, they’ve been lying dormant. You can reconnect with your body and let it be the guide in your relationship with food.
Conclusion
We live in a culture that spends a shit-ton of money selling us harmful and destructive solutions. You’ve been told that you’re doing the right thing. The truth is the solution (dieting) is the problem.
If you’ve been beating yourself up for trying one diet after the other, I hope these three reasons give you some relief. It’s not your fault.